Friends

These last few weeks I have been been doing a lot of thinking about friendship and the friends that have been here for me these couple of weeks.

Friends come and go. Unfortunately those we value close to us start to fade away and you don't know why but you just start to drift apart...its sad and I hate it but it does happen sometimes. I have had so many best friends in my lifetime already and I'm only 21, You have that one best friend that you always go to and always play with and know that you have each other but as you go into a different grade and have different classes or once you get older and move away from each other and move on with life you sometimes lose that best friend and you go your separate ways, but you will always remember them and will catch up with them.

I have spent my last 2 years with my bestest friend and have LOVED it (and him;) and I don't regret it), but as I have done that and moved home, I lost contact with some of my close friends and some of my close friends have married there best friends and that gets a little hard to stay in good contact when they're starting there lives  and you are figuring out what to do with yours. I do regret not trying harder to stay in better contact with them.

I believe a real good and true friend helps you when you are down...that they legitimately care and really do want to help you and that will listen to all your complaining and sad stories and not be annoyed but want to listen to you. With some experience that I have had with friends is that I want to talk about something that is bothering me even though I might be talking about it for the 2nd time and they don't really care to hear it at all. I dk...with my friends I would love to hear their stories, even if its the 5th time they told it...I dk if thats just me. I am there for my friends and want to listen and help and is that bad that I want the same for me? It feels nice to have a good friend listen to you no matter what.

Just some thoughts that I have had these last couple of weeks. Its been on my brain for awhile...it really bothers me.

Your friend,
Megan